confessions, apologies and facts.
1. i'm sorry for getting upset over the tiniest of things.2. i wish everyone saw me for who i really am 3. i may not be the best friend in the world, but when you need me, i'll always be there. 4. i'm sorry i can't make up my mind. 5. we fight all the time, and bitch each other out. but i know that at the end of the day, you'll always be there. 6. i sometimes dream about being Juliet simms or megan fox, because everyone knows they're beautiful. 7. i know "hate" is strong word. i know. because Hitler used hate against the Jews. i know that. and i h a t e using that word. 8. i'm still growing. 9. i really don't like the "g" word. 10. i want a camera with all my heart. 11. i've never been anybodies. 12. i wish we could stay at senior high school forever. 13. i've always been awesome at lying. 14. my grammar and spelling isn't always as good as it is now . 15. i passed math with a 5, i gotta feeling it was because my teacher loved me. 16. i think its weird when pretty girls call themselves ugly to get attention. 17. i went to a school,that everyone thinks is dirty. but its not, its awesome. 18. everyone will always be prettier. 19. i like to believe that i dont care what people think. 20. if you really knew me...LOL jk i'd never let you inside my head 21. no ones ever really there for me, but maybe its because i make them think that i dont need them. 22. i want bleach blonde hair and tan skin. 23. i'm sorry for not being good enough. 24. everyone has the same fear,the fear of being alone. 25. i only hate you because your smart. 26. i wish when i hung out with you i felt just as confident as you feel.27. this entire time i've been thinking of something good to say about myself. 28. i dont know how to but i'll try. 29. liking stuff on facey is really annoying. 30. i wish i could sing. 31. actually i wish i could do something important. 32. i wish i could say more truthful stuff, personal stuff. but i know people who know about this site. and i dont want em' to know 33. sometimes i get so fed up, i can't even look at myself 34. some people think it may be easy being me. 35. i'm still growin' LOL. 36. i kind of want to say i'm sorry, but I want you to say it first 37. i don't have the slightest clue about what I want to do with my life but I am one hundred percent sure on what I know I don't want to do. 38. i wish my parents gave me more freedom. 39. i'm sorry but i will never be , who you want me to be. 40. i never said i didnt need you. 41. i hate my hair. 42. i wanna be recognized for the good i do in the world. 43. some days i just like to swing, i like to sit on a swing and let go of everything. my regrets that haunt me, my fears that hold me back and the dreams that would come true. i let go of it all, and swing. 44. i feel this exact same way when i'm on a boat going really fast. because all you really think of is the wind blowing threw your hair, you don't think. 45. i forgive but not forget..usually.46. your so damn fine. 47. highschool. 700 days, of what? living, loving learning? you learn more about life in high school than any other part of your life. you learn to live, and learn to live with no regrets. you find new friends, and you love them. but its 700 days.and when those 700 days come you won't be with those friends you love, you'll be following your dreams and they'll be following theres, hopefully taking the lessons of high school with you. but while your in high school for 700 days, make it last.make it the best days of your life. be in highscool with the people you want to be with. because those 700 days go by really fast. .48. in this weird, twisted way i know you miss me. not because i want to believe it; but because you know you'll never find a girl that will put up with you like i did. 49. you're not okay, and theres nothing wrong with saying so. you dont always have to say "i'm fine". you can tell people you trust that you're not okay. but if you don't trust anyone, then who are you going to tell? 50. it's not all that bad being alone. 51. what is love? i'll let you know when i find it. 52. i wish summer was endless. 53. i'm livin life one day at a time. 54. i miss making forts in the backyard with my little brother. 55. i miss the smell of summer, and freedom, forgetting school 56. i wanna live like music. i wanna live like a good song, a song that no one will ever forget. 57. i'm sorry for the walls i built. 58. i'd appreciate it if you left your slutty-ness at you're corner, you hoe. 59. i got ninety-nine problems, and they all bitches. 60. i don't like people who are fake around me. 61. i wish i was more outgoing to people i just met. 62. my biggest weakness is worry about my graduation 63. i usually look past what people say about others, and get to know them myself. then realizing there just as awful as everyone says 64. i wish i was as confident as other people. 65. i talk too much shit. 66. you're looking like a tool not a baller,you're acting like a slut why bother? 67. don't get me wrong being with someone is probably awesome, i just don't have anyone and probably never will. 68. i just really want to be worth the fight. 69. guys should think girls are pretty on the inside. 70. good is just a word we use to hide what we're really feeling. 71. i have friends, hell i have alot. but i feel so lonely most of the time, because nobody is ever there. 72. the future is yours kid. 73. loves not a weapon. yea it pushes you around, and it usually takes your heart , throws it to the ground and stumps on it. but it has good morals and good intentions. its just getting you ready for the fight. love helps us survive. 74. somedays i dont feel like trying and i just wanna give up. 75. Eventually you learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. - Marilyn Monroe 76. i miss elementary school, just colouring with no purpose, learning new things that youve never known. but now you have to do things for a purpose , and that purpose is your future and now everything youre learning is just advanced. and it sucks. 77. second chances matter. 78. i hate that i cant touch him 79. i hate when i waste my time with useless things. 80. i always worked hard on useless things. 81 i'm afraid of my relationship, how if this is not worth it? 82. i hope i can win all fights. 83. i want juliet simms and tiffany page's voice so badly! 84. i'm upset when someone broke the promises. 85. I hate pink color, and will never wanna wear any of it. 86. i hate to see edited pictures. what happened to your face? .87. i'm not wearing any make up, and I dont want. 88. I love black and red. 89. i love cat 90. addicted to books 91. love traveling 92. i adore black and red 93. am rebellious thinker 94. i wish i could erase some parts in my past. 95. i hate skirt with all my heart,LOL.
i rewrite some facts. i bet u didnt notice. just busy reading it
1. i'm sorry for getting upset over the tiniest of things.2. i wish everyone saw me for who i really am 3. i may not be the best friend in the world, but when you need me, i'll always be there. 4. i'm sorry i can't make up my mind. 5. we fight all the time, and bitch each other out. but i know that at the end of the day, you'll always be there. 6. i sometimes dream about being Juliet simms or megan fox, because everyone knows they're beautiful. 7. i know "hate" is strong word. i know. because Hitler used hate against the Jews. i know that. and i h a t e using that word. 8. i'm still growing. 9. i really don't like the "g" word. 10. i want a camera with all my heart. 11. i've never been anybodies. 12. i wish we could stay at senior high school forever. 13. i've always been awesome at lying. 14. my grammar and spelling isn't always as good as it is now . 15. i passed math with a 5, i gotta feeling it was because my teacher loved me. 16. i think its weird when pretty girls call themselves ugly to get attention. 17. i went to a school,that everyone thinks is dirty. but its not, its awesome. 18. everyone will always be prettier. 19. i like to believe that i dont care what people think. 20. if you really knew me...LOL jk i'd never let you inside my head 21. no ones ever really there for me, but maybe its because i make them think that i dont need them. 22. i want bleach blonde hair and tan skin. 23. i'm sorry for not being good enough. 24. everyone has the same fear,the fear of being alone. 25. i only hate you because your smart. 26. i wish when i hung out with you i felt just as confident as you feel.27. this entire time i've been thinking of something good to say about myself. 28. i dont know how to but i'll try. 29. liking stuff on facey is really annoying. 30. i wish i could sing. 31. actually i wish i could do something important. 32. i wish i could say more truthful stuff, personal stuff. but i know people who know about this site. and i dont want em' to know 33. sometimes i get so fed up, i can't even look at myself 34. some people think it may be easy being me. 35. i'm still growin' LOL. 36. i kind of want to say i'm sorry, but I want you to say it first 37. i don't have the slightest clue about what I want to do with my life but I am one hundred percent sure on what I know I don't want to do. 38. i wish my parents gave me more freedom. 39. i'm sorry but i will never be , who you want me to be. 40. i never said i didnt need you. 41. i hate my hair. 42. i wanna be recognized for the good i do in the world. 43. some days i just like to swing, i like to sit on a swing and let go of everything. my regrets that haunt me, my fears that hold me back and the dreams that would come true. i let go of it all, and swing. 44. i feel this exact same way when i'm on a boat going really fast. because all you really think of is the wind blowing threw your hair, you don't think. 45. i forgive but not forget..usually.46. your so damn fine. 47. highschool. 700 days, of what? living, loving learning? you learn more about life in high school than any other part of your life. you learn to live, and learn to live with no regrets. you find new friends, and you love them. but its 700 days.and when those 700 days come you won't be with those friends you love, you'll be following your dreams and they'll be following theres, hopefully taking the lessons of high school with you. but while your in high school for 700 days, make it last.make it the best days of your life. be in highscool with the people you want to be with. because those 700 days go by really fast. .48. in this weird, twisted way i know you miss me. not because i want to believe it; but because you know you'll never find a girl that will put up with you like i did. 49. you're not okay, and theres nothing wrong with saying so. you dont always have to say "i'm fine". you can tell people you trust that you're not okay. but if you don't trust anyone, then who are you going to tell? 50. it's not all that bad being alone. 51. what is love? i'll let you know when i find it. 52. i wish summer was endless. 53. i'm livin life one day at a time. 54. i miss making forts in the backyard with my little brother. 55. i miss the smell of summer, and freedom, forgetting school 56. i wanna live like music. i wanna live like a good song, a song that no one will ever forget. 57. i'm sorry for the walls i built. 58. i'd appreciate it if you left your slutty-ness at you're corner, you hoe. 59. i got ninety-nine problems, and they all bitches. 60. i don't like people who are fake around me. 61. i wish i was more outgoing to people i just met. 62. my biggest weakness is worry about my graduation 63. i usually look past what people say about others, and get to know them myself. then realizing there just as awful as everyone says 64. i wish i was as confident as other people. 65. i talk too much shit. 66. you're looking like a tool not a baller,you're acting like a slut why bother? 67. don't get me wrong being with someone is probably awesome, i just don't have anyone and probably never will. 68. i just really want to be worth the fight. 69. guys should think girls are pretty on the inside. 70. good is just a word we use to hide what we're really feeling. 71. i have friends, hell i have alot. but i feel so lonely most of the time, because nobody is ever there. 72. the future is yours kid. 73. loves not a weapon. yea it pushes you around, and it usually takes your heart , throws it to the ground and stumps on it. but it has good morals and good intentions. its just getting you ready for the fight. love helps us survive. 74. somedays i dont feel like trying and i just wanna give up. 75. Eventually you learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. - Marilyn Monroe 76. i miss elementary school, just colouring with no purpose, learning new things that youve never known. but now you have to do things for a purpose , and that purpose is your future and now everything youre learning is just advanced. and it sucks. 77. second chances matter. 78. i hate that i cant touch him 79. i hate when i waste my time with useless things. 80. i always worked hard on useless things. 81 i'm afraid of my relationship, how if this is not worth it? 82. i hope i can win all fights. 83. i want juliet simms and tiffany page's voice so badly! 84. i'm upset when someone broke the promises. 85. I hate pink color, and will never wanna wear any of it. 86. i hate to see edited pictures. what happened to your face? .87. i'm not wearing any make up, and I dont want. 88. I love black and red. 89. i love cat 90. addicted to books 91. love traveling 92. i adore black and red 93. am rebellious thinker 94. i wish i could erase some parts in my past. 95. i hate skirt with all my heart,LOL.
i rewrite some facts. i bet u didnt notice. just busy reading it
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i'm just a girl with a crazy mind.
i wish i could get a better life.
i love my hair. LOL. and my dear say so.